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sick of crying, im tired of waiting, yeah i am smiling but inside im dying.

heloo haluu hilo halo everyone :) let me count the days since my last post, satu dua tigaa empattt.........waaa lame tak di update betul blog ni.....sorry sebab takde masa.... nowadaya rase macam malasss deh nak onlineee...online bila perlu saje :) heee tak sangke aku mcm tu! kalau tak haaa sehari tak online tak duduk diammmm.... :P

21/07/09 - harini abis exam. exam ape? exam final for this short sem. how was it? huhu haha hihi hoho lah jawapan saya pada soalan saya anda ituu. walaupun dua subjek sahaja tapi kepayahannya........ amatlah fuyoh oh :) apepun i did my best, hoyeah. ala this short sem nyer subj has got nothing to do with art thingy. don't get me wrongggg, heee i mean pointer ape nanti? huhu hahaaaa dub dab dib dab dab dab la saya menunggu... :P and now that the exam is over, im having my sem breakkkkkk. dadadidadada. "ikaa,dah cuti tu tak reti-reti nak balik rumah kerrr?" hahahahaha. reti tu retiiiii. tapi tu ha kene siapkan artwork tu, selagi tak siappp takkan ku berani balik..haha.

22/07/09 - i lost rm200! fish pinggan mangkuk sudu kuali lesung batu betul sape yang ambik. hang pikiak aku tatau hang cilok duit aku? hebat benor drama-drama muu! kesemua kepercayaan tahlul muuu. kesemuaa cerita-ceriti karut marut mu! baru duduk dekat rumah tu beberapa hariiii kau dah buat hallll, kteorg dah happy2 takyah risau barang nak hilang dah, tetibe kau pulak buat halllll. memang reban ayam sungguh la kau! dulu time duduk MAIS, i never buat salah on you. I TREATED YOU NICELY!! AS A FRIEND. and in the end kau curik duit akuuuuuuu. kau siap sumpah demi allah kau tak ambikk.. kau reka itu dan iniiiii punyer cerita.... haishhh rm200 tu bukan sikit kau pun sendiri tahuuu. ahh itu urusan kau dengan allah. kau ingat sumpah ni perkara main2? nasib baik aku tak psycho kau junjung al-quran. aku tak marah kau ambik duit aku.lain kali kau ade financial prob bagitahu kiteorg.tak kire ape prob pun. we dah live mcm one family ape!! we live in this house dah macam ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY. KAU SENDIRI TAHU. kiteorg boleh tong-tong duit if youre having financial problem. haishh. mami realisekan i, if we nak marah orang we kena ade 70 sebab untuk marah orang. aku tak marah kauuu...aku just...haih kecewa la mangkuk. aku tanyer lagi smlm betul ke kau bagi 200 tu kat parents kau,tengok2 kau tipu aku ckp kau ade gune skit untuk diri kau. fish kauuu..ape lagi kau tipu? kau dah ragut segala kepercayaan aku kat kau. haihhhh. kalaulah parents kau tahu pasal kau curik duit aku hurm

22/7/09 - after been gilaa stress and stress and stresss, luckily alia ajak keluarrrr. apelagiii.. hoohoooorayyy lahhh i :) hilang stresss, wondering...sapelah penyangak yang amik duit aku tuu. keluar dengan aliaaa, mengidamkan cheese cake :P yeayy dapat makan cheese cake with vanilla milk shake! both are so my favvvvv. thanks aliaaa :) it wasss a greatttt hang out. eventho u baru balik kerja, ilyyy and many thanksss :)

(tak ingat tarikh lepaking ni) - we went out. kak nix came to MAIS. we lepak-lepak around and she sugested to lepak at tasikk. with her guitar, her lappie, her slr and so much stuffff she chose a damn chunted nice best lala port. on the top of the air terjun. (which tak functioning pun air terjun buatan tu) here are the pics... thanks to yanie for taking it

to ******,i need you around..by my side....

this and that and this and that

i guess this isn't a started of a great july. everything seems unhappy. nak nages, tapi air mata ni ha tak reti nak keluarrrr. so much problems to think of ..... makes me worry much. im just a girl who loves to take care of everybody, kire suka concern, peduli kind of things laaa..get what i mean? you know, once uve said hello to me, once uve said hye to me, once uve gv your salam to me, once uve smiled to me ure automatically exist into my life,i knew you, i would to know you more.and once ure existed into my life, as if like youre apart of me la kirenye and you'll remain in my head, my heart. even ive just got to know you few seconds ago. so anything that makes you upset, i'll difinetly worry. if you get sick and so on. .....lagilah if i dah kenal you for ages. ahaih, i talks crap didn't i? alah kire2 you get my point yang i do care bout you.

sick. sick. mom sick. dad as well. boy as well. somekind of fever. kak belle as well. Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah penyakit2 mereka ini,jauhilah kami semua dari penyakit2 yang membahayakan. Boy demam panas, makan tak...minum pun takkk. aku risau die nanti kurus je. tak boleh jadiiii. Boyyyy, if kau kurus, kau dah tak comellll....tanak2! we all nak kau gemukkk,baru sedap nak picit lemak2 kauuu. really wishing mom,dad,kak belle will get well soooon. and boy jugakkkk.

to my darling darla, happy 6th anniversary :) its been a long long long 6 months kan? i could not imagine weve made till the 6th month. greatfully great :) alhamdullilah :) to bulb, kate balik..where are youuuu, i miss you :) semalam ama called, and her call was about to ask for some help. chett! ingat ape...anyway,miss you ama. kak nix, i wish that you'll be tough enough to face that kind of problem, i noe youre strong. you are kak! you are! sorry for not being there. to kak myra and wani and the rest of the housemates, sorry for dissapearing. i did not did that on purpose. seriously. forgive me for all my wrong doings. haih another problemo, unisel2. no wonder la suruh we all masuk short sem. haihhh. hurm dah lah, till now saje. bye all. will be back to MAIS this afternoon. can't wait i just can't waitt. take care dibbb ddd, ama,shu,haffee,hajar,east,putput,e'e and everybody :) loves.

i can't wait for another day without you. i can't go thru it without you. i need you.